I'm 8 weeks tomorrow. I had to host my school's Math Fair today, and here's a picture of me introducing the finalists:
One of my close friends (and coworker) told me that I was starting to show. I'm like, really?! I've been eating nonstop and have gained 5 lbs in the last 4 weeks. It's too early to start showing with only being 8 weeks along, so it's just my big gut hanging out making me LOOK like I'm showing- lol. Oh well. I had to eat a few crackers during the event, and one of the teacher assistants came up to me at the end of the fair.
Here's how the conversation went:
TA: Eating crackers, huh?
TA: There's only one reason I know of that you would be eating crackers (she's smiling now)
Me: (Maybe because I'm hungry? But I can't say that. I'm bad at lying) Yep. (I've only told my principal and 2 close friends/coworkers. Keeping it a secret at least until after my ultrasound on Friday)
TA: Well, congratulations!
Me: Thanks, but we're trying to keep it a secret for now, so don't say anything.
So it looks like I'm going to have to say something to the faculty sooner rather than later if people keep asking questions like that. It's kind of hard to keep it a secret when all your coworkers are a majority female and nosy! Haha!
In hindsight, I see now that I'm wearing a shirt with the band underneath the breasts, which is what pregnancy shirts usually look like. Oh well.
TTC Cycle #11: July 11, 2010-August 13, 2010 (34 days)
CD 1- Luckily I get my period the day AFTER my sister's baby shower instead of the day of. I think the Lord was looking out for me on this one.
CD 3- Drive back from FL
CD 4- 4 year wedding anniversary <3 DH and I have a lovely evening going out to eat and having drinks downtown. I love him so much!
CD 5- 1 year anniversary of TTC
CD 6-8- Beech Mtn, NC. Spend a wonderful weekend with friends at a mountain chalet!
CD 9- I had my follow-up appointment today. I was so emotional and started crying as soon as my doc started talking about options with me :\ Basically he said that we can just keep trying naturally and that I'll get pregnant eventually, or the first baby step is to start on Clomid. He gave me a prescription to take it for Days 3-7 of my cycle (medium dosage of 100 mg) and then to see him on Day 11 to see if there's a mature follicle. I don't know if I'm going to get on it just yet...still need to talk with DH more, research it, and pray. I still have a while before we need to make a decision.
I spoke with my doc about how I thought we tested too early (Day 21) for ovulation when it occurred on Day 25 according to my charts. He said that I may have ovulated later, but most cycles past the 35 day length are anovulatory (my most recent one was 38 days). So I've probably had some ovulatory cycles and some anovulatory cycles since TTC. Doesn't help the odds of getting pregnant.
I was also diagnosed with oligomenorrhea. I only had 10 cycles in the past year of TTC instead of the normal 13 cycles per year that the average woman has. Everything I read about it says 3-9 cycles per year for oligomenorrhea, so I think I'm on the high end of the spectrum. 41 day cycles still suck, though.
CD 12-15- Spend a 3 day weekend at one of my student's family's mountain home! DH and I haven't had a vacation (just the 2 of us) since our honeymoon that didn't involve friends or family. The point of the weekend was to relax and focus on just us.
I can't imagine owning a home like that!
My babies (Penny & Riley)
CD 14- I find out the DH's cousin's wife is pregnant via a text message. Should've turned my phone off for the weekend. I cry for about an hour, and DH talks about how I shouldn't let it ruin our weekend. I finally stop sniffling and try to put on a happy face. TTC for a year with no baby, and people all around me are getting pregnant. It's such a harsh reminder of my reality.
CD 20-28- St. Augustine Beach, FL with my parents. During the trip, DH and I talk about whether I should take Clomid. After a few discussions, we decide to go with it.
CD 26- My 25th birthday (Aug. 6th). My mom, DH, and I went to the St. Augustine lighthouse, did the beach in the afternoon, went out to eat, then DH took me out for drinks on St. George Street and bought me a white rose :) Awesome day, all around.
CD 28- Stop by to see SIL on our way back home. Nephew, S, is 8 months old now!
CD 29-32- Jonathan Creek Valley, NC with one of my bridesmaids and her DH. Spend her birthday going to different breweries around town (just like last year!), but I'm not the DD this time (I'm already convinced I'm not pregnant this cycle). Didn't want to relive the EXACT same birthday for her with me not drinking all over again. We buy water shoes, drive up the road, and go lazy creek tubing for a 1 1/2 miles and end up in her parents' backyard :)
CD 35- AF arrives :(